all in the life, me

You know, life has always never been perfect. There are obstacles you need to overcome. Always. But you know, my life is a less of obstacle. It's more of a game. It's playing me. Whatever it is, i shall try to live with it. You see, God made us fairly. Very fair. In our ways, we are special. Sadly, some people just think that they are perfect. Better than us. I hope they know that God is great. No one is greater than God. These people likes to think that we are wrong in our own thoughts. And they think that their own thoughts are right. And always right. But i always stick to the quote that whatever we think, we are probably right. Still, they just can't accept it. That sentence is too true. This is a free world. We can think whatever we want. But no. These people think that they are right while we are wrong. I hate that attitude. I've tried to tolerate but it's gone overboard. Today was especially a sad day. Dedicated to my ex, telling her that this world is big an...

For today, it started off with 5 rounds of running around the field. That was easy. Then, marching continued and finally back to rehearsal. Warm-up 101 came first, followed by the YJC concert pieces. It was pretty difficult i have to say. I seriously think i need lots of practice. Besides, it's still quite a long way to go. Anyway, the CDS is as cold as ever. Today was better than any other. Fun and not as cold. Had lunch break and continued with practice. It was amusing. After Band, we celebrated a belated teacher's day for Ms Chang and Mr Tan. Played a little soccer and ate the cakes and played two games of table-soccer. It was very fun. Me and Aqid was the overall champion. So, that was roughly was happened today. Enjoyed another day in Band. P.S. I love You

Sounds exciting doesn't it? Well no. Not for me. Didn't expect the concert to be a whack. I totally didn't enjoy myself la. I was expecting something more. Instead, crap performances came up. I can't believe it. I wanted Band to perform but the slots are full. It's so sad. So i came to school for the attendance but not for the concert la. I was un-entertained. The worst was that Wushu had to perform. I mean, it's totally got no link to the celebration la. What, they want teachers to be violent or what. I mean, it just doesn't make sense. It's freaking crap. La. Anyway, there had no Band practice today due to the celebrations. But tomorrow is usual. Yay. Hols are here finally. And Fasting month too. How great. Now that makes me excited. Do come support us. It's next Friday.

It was deadly boring. Lessons i mean. They are unbelieveable. Guess what, assembly is cancelled. I mean how could they simply cancel assembly when it is my favourite period.( coz i can waste time instead of doing pastoral care). So, finally, suffering is over at 2.20. Had a quick lunch then helped Rasul to open CDS. And i wasn't sure if i had to fall in. And so i didn't. Like time flew away and Band had already started. Practice Hooked On Classics and Slavonic Dances No. 8 which wasn't really familiar to me. I was at loss. Rasul told us to sectional first then run through as a Band. But it was fun. My first time sight-reading. I think i could make it. Very interesting how the mind can read and divide tasks at a short time like looking at a note and you know it's some note. At the same time play it, finger it and look at the conductor. It wasn't that hard actually. Oh well. Guess i have to get use to it. I was pretty sure i was stupid.

Woah. Many things happened recently. Band was still fun. Kicked off with exercise, then did some basic marching to prepare for sec1 orientation next year. Finally, back to rehearsal for the combined concert. I believe i can the three pieces already. And i think i can play it on the concert day. Next week is the last practice as Friday is teacher's day and Saturday is a busy day for the conductor. I guess i'd be sectionaling for the whole week. ... Two new members will be joining the Band. Both girls. Idk which section they are gonna be put into. I hope its not Strings coz i dont want to be a senior so early. Damn. Ytd night had family dinner. Food was undoubtedly great. I was full right after the meal. It ended at 10 but it continued at my aunt's house for some tea. So, it finally really ended at 1. Damn. It was late but i watched the football match on tv then went to sleep. Ok. Bye. P.S. I love You.

So, today was like every other day. I went to Band practice from 1-3pm and skipped prayer. "i was planning to go alternatively". It isn't wrong ok. Kept practicing the three pieces and it was like already so simple to me. Hmmm. But other section were not as good. Then, time just flew and Band ended. Immediately went up to the Court to, as usual, play soccer. Damn. I was getting bored and my thigh was aching so i slipped away. Rasul walked home with me together with Isaac. Tomorrow is gonna be a wonderful day. Because i said so. And if it isn't, then i suck at predicting. Yeah. P.S. I Love You. My inbox still isn't flooded...

Once in a lifetime year. And it was sure fun. Band practice was usual with the blowing air-cons directly at me. I was freezing. At least i survived. Today was not as eventful as ytd. At least it's still fun. Soccer was amissed. Ballboy, Kent, didn't bring a ball to sch. He was being revengeful btw. To me. Wdv. I hope tmw is the one day to play soccer. But i have MT oral. Then, i think i'll have sectional which i just remebered. Guess what. My form tchr has been absent from sch for three dayz already. Wonder where in this world she went. Maternity leave??? Haha. Impossible. She's not married. I'm just being busted. Ah. Oh well. There shan't be anymore to write. Ok. Byes. And goodnights.

Yes. Cool day today. It didn't rain or shine. Which makes it perfect to play s-o-c-c-e-r. So, i was absorbed to soccer right away after school. then, i was too bored so i went in and set-ed-up my bass to like waste time. Went back out with Rasul and found myself playing again la... Which eventually makes me forgot to keep my bass. Damn. My half day was spent playing soccer la. Then, played a match against some all-Malay boys team. All sec twos too. Anyway, i was totally not better but same as them. It was an easy match. But the ball flew out several times. Which had us to go out and solve it with the temple priest. Funny. All Rasul's fault. Everyone was tired after that and all went up to study area. Then, Kent was like so extra, wanted to play there. I was like wanting to go home but the feeling of soccer just wasn't enough. So, i stayed awhile. Playing some shooting to Kent. Oh ya. Did i mention that i was being busted during lesson and sprayed deodorant to some boys. Hah...

As usual, Sunday is the only day to do anything unrelated to school/studies. For e.g. i woke up early morning to play PS3. Wow. Mum made breakfast and i ate my fill. Finished my homework on Friday night. So, there was nothing much to do up today. Left with only Math and at first, i was at lost to find a graph paper. Then, my bro said he got some. Passed me two booklets and i finished the four Math questions in no time. So, watched the Olympics table tennis finals and Li Jia Wei lost. It was expected though. I'd say, China was powerful. Silver ain't too bad too. Tomorrow is already Monday. Damn. I thought i had longer rest hours. But no. Had been itching to play soccer since last Friday. I hope tomorrow is no packed schedule. Then, i can have a date with my soccer ball. Oh well. Looks like i can just wait and see. My phone have been very quiet. It hasn't talked much since 090808. If not, there is always a message received on it. But no. It rings when unexpected times and doe...

So, this suddenlt hit my head and said i shld post it. Anyway, here goes: What is LOVE to you? My result: [To your loved one] "I seem to have loved you numberless times, in life after life, in age after age forever." Exit: It ain't very bitter but it's short in sweet. It ain't perfect but it's interesting. It isn't what i said. It is all in the mind. That person has gone. It has been long gone. I've counted. Approx. 2 months. I rmbr the dates. I rmbr the rules. It has never left my heart. But it has left me. I ain't not gonna sit there. I tried but failed. So it says, never hurt a girl with your words. I've never tried that and never achieved that. I'd say i obey the rules. Suddenly, if someone whom you are close to takes that person away. How'd you feel. No fingers are pointed to anyone. None. But only indicating a question. Now, we are totally strangers. Now, she has friends. But in the aftermath, who would she look for. Me? I hope i...

The title is random. Today - We had the standard morning exercise. Which included push-ups, jumpin jacks, frog jumps and running. Well, it wasn't too bad for me. At least i am here writing. Some others just whine and keep on whining. What's with them. Anyway, rehearsal started soon after at abt 0845hrs and was dismissed for lunch at 1115 hrs. I decided to stay in to play basketball with some seniors. Asked a senior to help me da bao back to sch. So, we played until all the other members are back. Lunch was almost over when the senior came back. Lucky me i had a superb CM. So, CM gave us permission to eat. After eating, continued rehearsing. Suddenly, DM came in and said to pack up in 5 mins. All was shocked. It was only two and usually ended at four. When asked to teacher, she said expect more practice next week. So, we went home at 1415hrs. Everyone was happy. But i hadn't had enough practice. So, next week will be the week. Oh ya. I've improved in soccer. Ytd, played ...

Woah. Today was totally no chilling bill and slacking jack man. First thing after school is the SPA. Science Pratical Test. Quite simply actually. I thought it was like gonna fail me or something. I was wrong. ... Then, sectional kicked in at 3.30. For about an hour in CDS then finished sectionaling. Didn't wanna hurry home so stayed, or slacked at study area. Minutes later, i find myself, Kent, Douglas, Fazlee and Permyod trying to do pull-ups. It started at the Art Gallery but it moved to Fitness Corner. We was bored and had nothing to do or play with. So, without entertainment, we stripped Fazlee of his bottom. Not completely though. He thought it was the first and last of it. Went back up to study area to find ourself stripping him again. This time, in front of a group of girls and some boys. Finally, we cut it out to make way for him. Poor thing...Not. In the end, we tire ourselves and lazily walked home. Damn. Anyway, alot is on my mind nowadays. Band has been first. Studie...

Ok. Well, i'm fine. Safely at home. After carrying my bass home. And now my arms are aching like hell. Definitely going to ask my bro to deliver it back to school on Tuesday. I'm so totally not going to carry it back to school. It's like a burden. But no matter what the bass is still cool. Despite it's weight and troublesomeness to bring it home to practice, it still is my instrument. And i'm attached to it for the next three years. Let's hope i graduate quickly. Then, i will be in the Alumni and see my juniors. I wonder if there is even any. Hmm. Mr Clarence Tan, THE conductor, is expecting 50 juniors next year. Wonder how many will be in the Strings. Then, two new basses will arrive in the Band. Great. So, my purpose of bringing home the bass is to practice my March Together and Who Will Buy?. And practice will commence today i guess. Then, homework still to be done. Tomorrow will be another day to practice. Then, Tuesday is still another day to sectional for...

Weird date. But cool. Remember the day when you asked if i'd wait for you. And it's a promise. I promised that i'd wait for you. The truth is i am waiting. Waiting. Don't get me wrong. I love you. Today was eve of National Day. And guess what, it could be no more than a freaking boring celebration in OPSS. So, i just spent my time chilling bill and slacking jack in the hall and watch to try to participate in. Then, it was dismissal time and i headed to study area. Went down to canteen to try to eat and went back up to study area. Setted up my Siti's bass and went through Who will buy? and March "Together". Finally, i can play March "Together" till bar C. Then, Who will buy? is the next piece to sectional for. And shockingly, i somehow brought home Siti's bass. Three dayz of training will improve. And i shall have nothing to do on the next three days. Then, Tuesday is the day i bring it back where it belongs. Ha. Anyway, Happy National Day....

It was OPJW to OPWO. There will be no more juniors until next year. Band was extreme today. We had some time and fun with the seniors since we are all practicing together from now on. Seniors teach the juniors and the juniors learn something. Much more than what they knew. Sadly, we only had 6 hours of learning and fun. The seniors had to run through the pieces of concerts coming up. Rehearshed March "Together". It was rather difficult but it was like knife through butter for the seniors. They played fluently. We seriously need some help to catch up with them. What's more shocking is that Junior Winds concert are just few weeks away. The sec1 and sec2 are performing with another secondary school. Exchange program and combined concert. Kind of a stressful thought. Very very disturbing. It makes you wanna rush and learn as quickly as possible. In the end, you tire yourself and can't perform for the concert. See the thoery. But i just know that Ms Chang is always stressi...