yesterday, i went to Malaysia wit my grandparents. It was damn fun. I got to ride the motorcycle which my grandfather bought for me. It was recently spoilt but my grandfather fixed it and now i can play with it again. The flowers of some plants are starting to bloom and soon it will turn into a fruit. Natural fruits are more delicious than tinned fruits. When the season came, we would be running here and there to pick the fruits. But the most dangerous fruit is the Durian. If not alert, it could land on ur head and u could die...
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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