Mock Mathematics test.Damn!I was surprised but it is not that shocking. I was always not that good in Maths. I tried my best but still can't do it. It was always at the problem sums that i could not solve. That is where i lose marks. I don't hate Maths so much coz' it doesn't mean that u can't do it then u quit. It is nothing like that. Even tough today i had my test, i would work hard to achieve better in PSLE. I want to try something, something i had not done before...i want to do more Maths practice. Now my concern is Mathematics. The other subject, not that i'm perfect at it but i want to be more focus on Maths. I will still do practice on the other subject and i promise not to play alot of games. Pay more attention at class and less talking at class. I hope for the best and prepare for the worse. I am afraid of showing my paper to my mother but i have no other choice. I will tell you guys when i had show my mother. Goodbye and Goodluck...
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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