Today was quite tired but very fun as we played baseball during PE lesson. I now know how to bat. Miss Lin is now taking over Miss Suzana when she was away and don't know when she would come back. Anyway, every PE lesson is still fun rather than no PE lesson at all. Haiz...have homework to do then tommorow want to play soccer with Feroz if possible. I had not played soccer for quite sometime and maybe tommorow would be a resume to soccer. Hasan, Fadhli or maybe Farhan would be joining us. We try to invite more people so it would be merrier. Ok, now i am tired and wore out. So, goodbye now...update my blog maybe another day.
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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