On Saturday, my bro, Yasin, comissioned as officer at SAFTI Military Institute. He wore his No.1 and looked so smart. So handsome! Then, on Sunday is my uncle's birthday. On that afternoon, my aunt made a steamboat party. So, i went to her house and ate alot and i was very full. Power! On Monday, i went back to school to attend this Red Cross camp. It is only a 1 day camp but fun. I am the squad leader so i must lead the juniors. The fun part was that i need not attend the beach cleaning because i helped out at the talentime auditions. Superb! But the talentime group did not miss the picnic and games at the Pasir Ris beach. The games were Human Knot, Poison Ball and Hunter. The game i like most is the Hunter game coz' it is a little different from the one at school and it is not always i play it. We went back to school and had our lunch. The serving was chicken, rice and fish fingers. After that, we had our games. At 4 pm, we had our break and it is curry puff and ice-cream. Great! We continued our games. At the end of the day, the insturctors from AMKSS and YCKSS also enjoyed theirselves. Before we left, they constructed a game for us. So we played until all were dead tired. We stopped and went home. It was hell of a camp. Even tough it was a 1 day camp, i had so much fun. Until then, i hope i am promoted to Senior Squad Leader.
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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