First day of school back from the holiday is not bad. Quite fun but our P.E. teacher is going to change to Ms Suzana. For now, our P.E. teacher is Ms Lin. She makes every lesson fun. Like playing baseball and frisbee. Never in my life i had play baseball. That was like my first. The game is interesting and fun. Need to run here and there(so tired). But something strange happen that made someone feel differernt about me. Now, got two. Don't want to mention their names but some pupils know already. Only a small matter also want to act like shit. Project can meet next time or when we are free right? I don't want to come his house coz' the two other members cannot come so maybe we come together another time. If we do it at different time there could be problem or mistakes that only two members cannot see and needs four members to come together. But that one person is really like what. Then, today i know how he feel about me already, i also don't care la. Let him be. He like little child. "Don't want friend you ah!" that's what P1 students would say. I think he's like that.
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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