They really don't know. Wow!I didn't expect to see their surprised expression. It was really fun. I really made them wonder. hehe.~~~ Today, like i said, i will perform magic in class rite?so i really did it. They really wonder how i make the ball pass through the cup. Cool, i like their expressions. Their face was like :0. So shocked and surprised. I felt really happy coz' they are happy. It was hard but it full-filled my heart. It felt like i had accomplised something. I hope i have good marks for all my hardwork. Hehehehehehehehehe~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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