school was great so far. only that i had some homework. can't wait for the exams to be over. once over, maybe could get birhtday present from mum. i already aimed what to buy but mum did not know about it yet. anyways, oral and listening comprehension was over and so glad about it. but the next important exam which is composition. need study a lot man!!!study the notes that mdm Haniza gave the class. as well as Malay. lucky maths is next week and still got time to revise. i am not so worried about English and Malay as i could try my best. but maths is the worse. if not, either i fail or i pass with high marks. as long as i pass, even without high marks, i would be glad as it was over.
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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