Today, I had my NAPFA 1.6km run. I got in 3rd position which was very good. I was very happy as I know I would pass with at least a B or A. I timed myself and checked that my timing was 8 mins ++. Well, 1st was Hasan then Khay Wee and 3rd me. I was actually to come in 2nd but those stupid P5 JSLs all offered Khay Wee the cards. Those people are buyers. Just because he is popular among the P5s doesn't mean you don't care about others. I already hate them because of that. F*** those JSLs. Really buyers. But i got to complete the run without any trouble. Lucky I got 3rd, if I got after 3rd, I would surely kill them. Brainless people. I didn't know there is such people in this world. To me, they should already be extinct and never be born ever. They were supposed to be extinct but I think some scientist brought them to life. I hope for them to be extinct again. I can't wait for the time to come.
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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