Yesterday went to the National Museum Trail to learn more about the history. Fun to go around and look at ancient things. But it would be better to go alone than with school. The fact that my group members were all over the place all the time just make me hate them. They wouldn't listen to instructions and would like to wander around like they know everything. Hate them so much. But what the heck, just let them be. Coz' when they get lost, not my problem. They just make the trail so hard as i have to take care of them so they would not get lost and also answer the questions. Anyway, its over. Shitty shit.
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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