Today went to a god damn boring place!!! Man, this place sucks like hell. But the tea is quite nice. Its like medicine. Only sweeter and more bitter. Tea Chapter sucks. Hope they will never organize something this boring again. We went there for a few hours just to learn the history, to make tea and how to classify tea. Three topics in one. So crammed. And the poor boss have to speak so quickly so he could go back to his work. But its super boring when you have to wait like 30 minutes for the bus after the tea. Its total crapiness. Then, Fadhli brought his PSP and played it while Rahimi played with his Game boy. I just sat there and recorded the noises the pupils made. LOL. Fun though coz i really have nothing to do.
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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