school->great. CCA->rocks. my life->normal. whutever. firstly, my crazy Science teacher was not around during the last day of the week. and i hope she will be taken over for the rest of the year. and the relief teacher was superb. he made a stand-up comedy during the Science lesson. then now i started to like Science(not that i don't like Science in primary school). so, that's abt Science. Eng and Maths are as normal as ever. but life is gettin' just more stressful, as there us Cutiemootie who is being more ......... whutever. Wind Orchestra is actually not that bad coz' it involves some strenuous marching. cool huh. but the insturments are not allocated yet coz there's no time. i hope by this Wed i will get my insturment.
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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