well, next week will be the English week and i have to come up with this presentation on where to go for a family outing. bleah....whutever. i found out that i can bring laptops to school. great sia! but with permission of course la. my EL teacher, which is also my bro's friend, told me to bring the laptop coz hers is very very laggy. which is true. obviously. whutever. so, term 1 is gonna end soon. and guess what. i am not going anywhere! yay. lame. however, my mom got plans. but it ish not confirm. so, i'll see how. hope not going anywhere. btw, band is so much fun even though the marching is damn tiring. i marched until i got sunburned. the teacher's damned. stupid Mr Ang. want to kenna slap sia.
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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