Chinese New Year is here and i'll have holidayz. everyone is bugging me to go back to PYPS but i really have no time. and you realise that i don't update often. the reason is simple: am busyandlazy. simple right? whutever. then, i don't have time to go back PYPS coz' my school end at 10 and by the time i reach PYPS the pupils will sure have getting ready to go home. btw, its time to move on man!!!
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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