Today was pretty usual, with Junior Winds at 1-3 and i joined in at 2+. Then, there was nothing for me to do at home so i thought i slacked in school for some sectionaling but instead, i watched Rei Kun sectionaling. I was so bored that i started to play soccer with Fazlee, Rei Kun and Aqid. Then, time just went away while i chill bill and slack jack and finally it's time for me to go home. Coincidentally, Candy and Wen Rong had just finished their library duties and we were also going home. So we three sec ones walked home with them. Then, i finally reached home. Got some food to eat and i amazingly slept until 10. I didn't play soccer for the whole week. But i was so tired today. All in all, today was good. But sadly, tomorrow's usual OPJW rehearsal is cancelled due to some SIBF workshop for the seniors. Ah. Nvm the rehearsal. I shall follow my grandparents to Malaysia then.
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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