Alright alright. First of all, i would like to say sorry to everyone reading this blog. Esp those who are arguing in my tagbox. I'd like to thank some of you and really apologise to some of you too. To Wushu members, i really didn't think that you guys would actually think that i meant Wushu in a different way. I thought it was quite a sport only that i only sided Band a little more, can? And sorry if i offended you all. To Trishia, Chrysther and God, thank you for debating on me but either way i'm sorry and it's all my fault. Don't get all worked up about me. As you know, i'm still as humane as all of you. I have a heart. Sorry to hurt your feelings of whatever i wrote. I hope you guys can get the bettter of me. So long as you don't kill me or make my life troublesome then it shall be ok. All i want now is some peace in my blog. I hope you guys understand. Sorry for everything.
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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