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last day of the holiday.

So, tomorrow is already the start of school. How exciting. I'm so not excited. Don't know why. Maybe because i just hate school. But what the heck, die die must go. So, no choice.

Today went to cycle around Yishun with Rasul. Eventually, his bike had some difficulties and we had to go home. The rest of the day, i was resting for tomorrow. Going to have orientation with the secondary ones. Have to skip lesson from upper secondary recess until end of school. Which is continued with Band. Then after Band, will be a period of old-time soccer at school with team.

i don't want to say anything more. I don't have any mood today. so, tata.

how am i suppose to feel when you're not here.
infatuation.crush.love.

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