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what a week.

this week was totally a whack. even though it's rather short but it still sucks. main reason; got back results. hmm. i wonder why i really flop this SA1. and i don't think adding with CA marks will make much difference. damn. i've been trying to blame myself for all this. but i can't seem to find a reason. why all the hours in front of the books and still this. ? . what was wrong. damn. all i can do now is think how i can get these and think of doing better next term.

other than bloody academic results, band has been working again. with effect from wednesday actually. and yeah. i don't really look forward to start band again. well, what the heck.


7 more days.


;i've been craving for you. i love you.


infatuation.crush.love.

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