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good friday. literally.

there's always that one point in your life where you just can't seem to think straight. every single thing seems to bother you and everything seems wrong. you tend to go literally crazy thinking about things that don't even concern you. and though life isn't always the way you planned it, the alternative way is usually the better ones. i mean, you may want to love that person, but when you let go, sometimes things will just get better. i'm tired of waiting. just let me know when you're ready.

this week has been rather tiring. rehearsals after rehearsals, homework after homework. and day after day, i get weaker and weaker. in class, i always think of the weekends. and during weekends, i wish for it to be longer. oh gosh. how time flies. yet i'm not having fun. soon, it'll be the last week of the term and will start on the new term and then exams and then sec four. got this feeling of anxiety as well as fear to face the sec four life.

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