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your endurance, put to test.

i'm not gonna lie to you. when you're fasting, you think of food and the smell and taste you imagine becomes so real that it makes you drool. i thought of fried maggie just now. but i didn't buy or make any. because i know i wouldn't want to eat anything else after drinking lots of tea.
seriously, it's fun to fast.

you know, when your friends are gone and left you all alone to go with other friends, you always have your family by you. sometimes, i question my own existence. i feel very sad for me, and ever more sad for the people whom are self-centered. they seem to not know what they are doing, where they are heading in life and who they are the ones they can trust. although it is forgivable that they sometimes forget, but all the time? that's simply ridiculous.

i felt angry, sad and happy all at the same time today. i felt confused. but i found my brother and he made me feel all secure and happy because he was somehow there for me. i was grateful to him. he made me realize that friends are not everything, and family is priority. so, although you have been neglected by your friends, there's always your family members to support you all the way through.

i really feel like killing that fella. but, no one is perfect. there's always a bad and good sides of a human being. you just have to accept them, and adapt.

life is too short to regret. one life, live it.

coming back to reality, i'm obviously gonna fail very badly my chemistry test. i have no idea what the test is all about. i didn't even do the MCQ. i did, but i didn't write the answer. so, i didn't do it. and all the calculations and formulas, i didn't memorize at all! how great. i'm gonna cry already.

I LOVE THIS QUOTE:
don't lend money to your friends. it causes amnesia.

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