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08/09/10

YAYYYY! TWO MORE DAYS TO HARI RAYA! AND TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF THE FASTING MONTH!!!!! kind of sad though. :(

partly because there's been this argument between my parents and i have no fucking idea what seems to be the problem. must be money. WTF. FML TTM.

yeah, so kind of half-hearted to greet the festive season. half happy, half sad. maybe celebrating without my mom. no idea why. so fucking stressed about this!! gah.

should i let it pass? my own problems are too small to be concerned with compared to THIS. i simply can't sit and wait for a miracle to happen, but i can't be a busybody and do anything either. i'm fucking confused.

but why only this happens nearing the festive season? i mean, there's always way before or way after! but during? damn. my worse fucking nightmare!

well, shit happens and life has to go on. i guess i'll have to live day by day. someone hold me tight.

i thought something unforgettable is going to happen today. but i guess i was wrong again.

p.s. this is my blog. so i guess this is where all my thought goes eh? i don't care if anyone cares, but it'd be nice to know. don't hate me for who i am, hate me for who i'm not. so, continue reading my blog if you want to hear stories of my life. i don't really care much about what others think of me. i just wanna live.

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