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BITCH=beautiful individual to consider having

you're my bitch. and yeah, i love you.

it's funny how girls tend to get jealous easily and overprotective and all, over a small matter.
i mean, do they ever think of how we the guys feel? everytime they get close to a guy, or a guy they liked before, it always breaks my heart to see that one person i love so much walk out with another guy that's not me. call me ego, or whatever names possible, but i long to be with that girl.

and what's the saddest part? all they could do is tell their best friend how they feel about it.
oh come on. i mean, for a relationship to work, we all must make it work together. be honest. be truthful. they them how you really feel. maybe they will appreciate it. if they don't, then you're with the wrong person.

it is also childish to think that the relationship won't work before even getting into it! wtf.
honestly, to think that sitting back, relax and let nature take it's course is morally wrong.
i used to believed that. but now i realised that no, to get a successful relationship, we have
to work for it. just like in our studies, we have to work hard and study to pass. it's never fair to guys whom work their ass off to make it work.

keeping in silence and ignoring each other won't make things better. if it does, you're inhumane. because keeping quiet won't let anyone know how you feel inside. we're not mind readers.

anyway, today is the beginning of a dark passage for me. yes, it's End-of-year examinations. well, to start it off, i had SS & Maths P1 today. i gotta say, it's was not as difficult as i thought.

in other words, i'm dead!

so yeah. i guess i won't be updating this blog for as long as i could resist it. i just can't wait for normal life to return after all this darkness has fade.

k, bye. i want to go and sleep.

to everyone else taking those examinations, GOODLUCK. ;D

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