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i don't know why but i'm still not over you

i get it. i'm the bad guy, and the bad guy NEVER gets the girl. - Megamind

i think the quote suits me best.

and this blog is left abandoned by the owner and thus, it's not updated frequently. hey, i'm busy with CCA and stuff, so excuse me for abit. besides, no one ever reads this. there's not even one new tag. damn, i feel like closing it down but then again, i will have no one to confide in. k, i shall continue.

holidays been a brat. i think most of it have been spent carelessly with CCA and with awesome friends. just yesterday, i went out with A and A. it was unplanned for but we went to catch Megamind, which was freakin' hilarious, and played pool, rented a chamber and fooseball at E2MAX. i hadn't had so much fun in a day for quite some time already, and that was a good stress reliever.

i've said it too many times before, but somehow i'm still not doing it. no, i'm not moving on. it seems as though you're still stuck in me somehow. i don't know why but my heart sinks when you talk about other guys, or when you don't include me in your conversations, or when you don't even look at me. i'm still going to sit here and wait for you no matter how long it takes.

when i grow up, i want to be a superhero. i'll be called YOURMAN.


shit happens, and life has to go on.

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