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WEDNESDAY;

half-day of school today. performance was rather dull. and the whole picture just doesn't make sense because the mood was definitely not there.

so has been the week. it was a very short week. and lacking excitement for me. ya, got back quite a few tests with very disappointing results. well, i definitely need to buck up but there's like a heavy bone in my arm that can't move. lazy bone. oh dyme.

i think life's much easier when you're happy, ey?
no one would ask if you're okay and digging the truth out.
no one would ask if they are the problems or cause.
no one would ask if you need help or assistance in life.
only thing they would ask is if you're okay because you're being too happy, and the only reason they're asking is because they are jealous of your happiness and wished you were them.

how i regard life so easily.

maybe you don't matter to me anymore.

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