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i wonder if you ever felt this way. being in this position of having two choose between two things close to you.

which would you choose. every decision you make is important, but everything happens for a reason as well. not all the things that happened are coincidental. not everything was because of fate. it is sometimes mere impulse of our brains, to make that very decision which could be life-changing. and i suppose everyone has done that.

well, to be said is much easier than done. i'm sure everyone's mouth and tongues can lash all the words that could be oh-so glittering and awesome or what not but it all voice down to one thing; your actions. if your mouth can say a thing but your actions the total opposite, i'd rather you seal your mouth and change your actions before opening that black hole of yours again. i know everyone makes mistakes but some are truly unforgiving.

you make your decisions. you choose your future. you do what you think is right. you do things for the benefit of your life, of your comfort. you do things without thinking of the consequences. i don't wanna be seen as the scapegoat, or the wanna-be, or the busybody, but how are we all going to progress towards our goal with you and all of your friends or gang with same attitude behaving like this. i'm extremely tired and upset at this staged childish behavior. just because of one test, you skip. yes i know tests are important but you could always study after practice or even on Sunday, you can bring notes along. problem is, you restrict yourself to such limited time. you expose yourself to too much joy and fun you are going to have with your family. i know it's called Family Day but i'm sure your parents can excuse you for studying and bringing your notes along out with you. what is this.

i'm sick and tired of all this crap. disappointing.

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