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RECOVERY

go ahead and tell what you want others to know, because deep down inside you know it's not true.

woohoo. i've been sick for the week but managed to rest at home for only a day when my MC clearly states it's two days. unfortunate ah, because i decided to be in the class photo of the year for4S3 since it's the last class photo together. uh huh. i'm that cool.

well, not really.

recently, i guess stress overwhelmed me. maybe there's too much to do with so little time given. but the fact that i'm taking Os this year, i know it's going to be tough. maybe my time management isn't helping me at all. every single day there's always work to do. even the weekends which were there for rest have been preoccupied with loads of work for us to complete. inconvenient much. nevertheless, onward and persevere.

Why is it so hard to let go of you, even though all you do is ignore me and talk to everyone else. There's a dying flame in me that wants you but couldn't take you in because in my mind there's a devil saying you've got another man. WHAT IS THIS.

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