all in the life, me

would you say shoes are not important or unnecessary? well, that's what my mom said. of course i know a $428 shoe is unnecessary but it was a birthday gift. i mean if people ask what you really want then you'd be honest what. then i chose my birthday gift and now they complain. it's not even your money. you're not even sharing the cost! people are atrocious. fuck this world.

hi. gossips are interesting. only if you're talking about it and not the one being talked about. i suppose it has been a 'thing' ever since we were young. growing up around gossips and rumours are pretty much the way of life in teenagers. it is not fine for other people to talk about you, no matter good or bad. but as long as you give them something to talk about, they will talk about you. it is very difficult to please anyone to be honest. to be even more honest, you don't have to bring up the topic of gossip yourself. you don't have to act in a very obvious way that you give others a topic to talk about and an impression that you need help. everyone has got problems but not everyone's problems are your problems and not all your problems are everyone's problems. i'd rather keep your problems to yourself. stay straight. i guess inside jokes are really used for entertainment within a group of friends you know, or rather friends that know the joke, not fri...

i have something to ask. what do you call something that you want but can't have? k news flash. i have a room. jyeah. big achievement for me. you see, living in a big family makes this house of mine damn small and squeezy. so after my aunt move out, my two bros got a room each, leaving me outside. so after my grandparents move out to stay with my aunt so that they can look after my aunt's newborns and my new cousins, i moved in because my grandparents would be there for an unknown period of time and it would definitely be very long. and jyeah, they're twins. one boy, one girl. haha. how fortunate. so anyways, for the whole weekend i've been ransacking the room and moving in my stuff. it took two days to clear half the junk found in the room. at least i can sleep on queen size now. hahaha! i haven't touched my physics at all! omg. what's wrong with me. as a matter of fact, i haven't touch any books at all ever since the start of exam. not something to be prou...

HI semua. apa khabar? how are you? ni hao ma? wtf. rubbish. hahaha. k in the midst of exams, i can still play soccer. i feel like there's nothing on me. no stress and totally carefree. anyhow, the advanced papers are out of my way for now. there's still like a thousand and one papers to sit through. speaking of which, Tuesday's Bio and Maths P1. hope that i can fully utilize the free Monday given. wheehoo. no i'm no stress at all. as weird as it seems but it's true. or maybe there's a little worry. only a little. i wonder what's going on in my brain. hay-wired ah. k i shall start to try and study. it's never too late, they say. buiazxc.