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why can't this feeling just fade away,

hi. gossips are interesting. only if you're talking about it and not the one being talked about. i suppose it has been a 'thing' ever since we were young. growing up around gossips and rumours are pretty much the way of life in teenagers. it is not fine for other people to talk about you, no matter good or bad. but as long as you give them something to talk about, they will talk about you. it is very difficult to please anyone to be honest. to be even more honest, you don't have to bring up the topic of gossip yourself. you don't have to act in a very obvious way that you give others a topic to talk about and an impression that you need help. everyone has got problems but not everyone's problems are your problems and not all your problems are everyone's problems. i'd rather keep your problems to yourself. stay straight.

i guess inside jokes are really used for entertainment within a group of friends you know, or rather friends that know the joke, not friends who have no idea what you're talking about. in that case, the friend that does not know the joke might end up feeling fucked because of the hostility being exposed. but whatever makes them happy, you shall just stay quiet again. so i guess there's nothing much for you to do outside except for keeping quiet right. i mean, even if you open your perfectly clean and saint mouth other people would still get hurt. so what's the point.

hi. i have not gone to school for almost four days going to five now. i quit school.

cheyyy fake.

truth be told, mid-year examinations just ended last Friday officially. and it's been a joy ride for me. let's see.

i went out on Friday to catch a movie. actually i went out on Monday to catch a movie again, even before papers were over. damn i'm the man. went out with parents on Saturday. two soccer matches on Sunday, exhausted at the end of the day. went out with awesome people today. prolly staying at home the whole day tomorrow. today is marking day for my school and tomorrow is Vesak day for the entire nation. i suppose luck is already on my side to have sucha damn long break. awesome.

so it'll be about half a year or less to the main examinations. i am definitely looking forward to get my results back because i am for sure going to flunk it all very badly. i have already told my mother to be prepared. she nagged, but i gave the reason of lazy and main exam is at the end of the year. i shall do my best to study very hard for prelims and the main exam at the end of the year.

did you know that kite flying is for bored people?

cheyyy fake.

it's for awesome people. i went kite flying today. it was fun. nothing more. just fun. because the people were fun. and the atmosphere was great(noticed i used great instead of fun). the wind speed at Marina Barrage was tremendously fast. i almost flew with the kite.

cheyyy fake.

but it was fun and with the shiok wind tops it all off. went to Marina Square's Secret Recipe for dinner after that. awesome food. wow. met mua mother for dinner, again! i got KOI only instead.

k i think i am going to enjoy my Vesak day. a last and final day to really enjoy my heart out before setting back to school mode and making myself busy with nothing. #sadlife

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