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when it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love,

let's talk logic. i like logic.
because logically i am a normal person yet people say i'm not.
well, i have an ability to irritate people so perhaps that's what causing my abnormality.

anyway, i have been thinking and stressing myself so hard about making a choice whether to go to a polytechnic or a junior college. more than half the population of my class have already applied for DPA without knowing that their results come into play. i pray for the best for them. i thought i was the only weird one who hadn't apply for it but i was wrong. looks like there are many others who didn't apply. phew. bottom line is, i'm confused whether to take a stressful two year course or a relax three year course. i am now aiming for a two year course at a junior college not because i try too hard to be unique but i am going to guess it would help enlighten my parents, if you know what i mean.

in order for that to work, i have to start working hard now. it seems like i got lots of spare time to change blog designs and post a new post. obviously i have got not much homework this weekend so i get to enjoy a little. more than half the day is gone and i haven't even touch my homework. what a pity.

it really seems like i won't have anymore time to entertain this blog after today because i have got a pretty hectic schedule up ahead. there's Prelims EL Oral coming soon. oh, speaking of oral, i screwed up my 'O' level MT oral big time. first of all, the hall was cold and i was nervous which makes me tremble even worse. the look of the examiner is also another distraction from my thoughts and therefore i cannot think straight. the topic was not easy at all. looks like there's only Listening Comprehension left to salvage this coming Tuesday. moving on, after EL Oral soon will be Prelims. that's the most horrifying part. i have not started revision and i'm still being overjoyed that there's not a single Biology lesson this week. i should really start worrying instead. oh well.

June has been a pretty exciting month. now July is the one that's problematic. before that, i had my Passing Over Ceremony in school several weeks back. i was elated. the moment that every secondary four band member have been waiting for. i did not expect time to pass that quickly though. now my life is just a breeze. i heard that the band is going downhill from then on. i'm quite worried for them. what's going to happen if they disband? hope that will never happen.
ah, have i told you that the end of this month marks the start of fasting month? so excited for it. imagine being hungry and thirsty while doing Prelim papers. i can't wait to enjoy food that i haven't seen for months and drinks that are specially existent only during the fasting month. dope shit.

that is all for now. i got to start hopping to train for my standing broad jump. for fug i got a Bronze because of that when all my other stations have gotten a C and above. shit head jump.

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