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it's not over.

okay first of all, i got to wake up. Os is not over yet i'm enjoying life. damn i ought to be thrown into Bedok Resevoir. hmm. well, i can't get started on anything actually. so what's the point of forcing stress into myself when i'm not stressed? - as quoted by my mother.

i mean, you gotta do what you gotta do. no one is supposed to control what you do and how or when or where. like how some people be stupid enough to be ordered around by their own mates. all i gotta say is, not cool bro! totally not cool.

so i got my first ever fixie yesterday. there's always a feeling of guilty pleasure whenever i buy something. like your parents don't allow you buy something but you buy it anyway. i quite pleased with it to be honest. it's my own money by the way. so say what you gonna say, i'll just take it as advice. it was kinda rush, yes i agree. but i've waited for weeks. well actually about two to three weeks. which is since before the start of Os. and promise made was that i'd get it after Os. hmm this is considered after Os for me. weehu.

k i'm going back to sleep before going out for 23:59 later.

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