it really hurts to see the person whom you once were close with, to be close with another person. that sense of jealousy you get and that feeling of hurt just makes you go crazy. but at the end of the day you can only stand from afar and watch how they progress into a successful relationship without you. it sucks. it just sucks being the bystander. as much as you want to rewind time, it is impossible.
HOLY CRAP. SIBF WAS JUST 5 HOURS AGO. and now we have it. WE GOT SILVER . happy ttm. jubilant. delighted. starry-eyed. the feeling is indescribable. yeah. after all the blood, sweat and tears we have put in during all our rehearsals, this is the best we could ever get. more importantly, we enjoyed ourselves and learn a thing or two from this. YAY. no more music rehearsals. now is all on marching. :D i am technically bored. and too happy to sleep. infatuation.crush.love.
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