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Treasure: that is what you are.

I once told myself that i've had enough of suffering and just wanted to be with myself alone. I planned to be with someone only in the distant future after serving the nation or so but apparently the answer came much earlier. Since entering tertiary education i never thought it would actually change my life. My decision to step into a college was based on some very loose reasons but it was one decision that i did not regret. The experiences since the beginning was enjoyable; i met new people, friends, teachers, acquaintances, enemies and basically new everything. Indeed, i was actually afraid of the big A but i thought it was a long time to come at the start. After sitting through two major exams in the first year, i managed to clinch my spot for the big A the following year, and that is where i met my destiny. She arrived late last year, before the last major exam during Syawal. Ever since then, she has been a major influence on my life. What ever i do revolved around her, and i knew from then on that i couldn't, and wouldn't, continue my life without her. It was as if my purpose in life was to find her. Now she'll be that sister that i've always wanted since young, a mother that will take care of me and a friend that will guide me through. One year ago, i was just a kid with side-shaved hair and oversized geeky specs that just wanted to get through A levels alone. But no one gets it through alone. That is where i knew she was the one: to put up with my crankiness, stubborness, angstiness and possibly my worst ever character i can bring out. She probably has gone through all of it by now. Surprisingly, she decided to stay by me.  ;) 

At this instance, i would just like to say thank you for everything since day one of our relationship and may our love be stronger each day until our final breath. I really just cannot wait for our first anniversary! It's a first time celebrating an anniversary for me and also for you. May more anniversaries come in our way. InsyaAllah. 

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