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"The best thing you can do is to find someone who loves you for exactly who you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome what have you. The right person is still gonna think the sun shines out of your ass."

Well, i guess i have found the right one then.

But i screwed up. Always. Just a moment ago i made a grave mistake that made her so upset i almost killed myself. What could be worse than making your significant other upset and you know you're the cause of it? I knew there was almost nothing that could be done to make her better. It was that one foolish move that i made which i utterly regret now. I honestly don't even know why i did that. I guess form now on i have to be extra careful with my words and actions since i'm no longer living my life alone. The fact that she decided to stay in my life despite the gazillion times i've hurt her actually means a whole lot to me. Yet i repeat my mistakes over. Okay, no more nonsense Yazid. It's all serious and about the future now. You're 18 and you need to grow up.

So i suppose whatever i do from now must be actions of a person in a relationship. I'll try my best.

I really love her and care about her. She's the one i want to make my future wife. She's my everything. :)

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