all in the life, me

i wish i, could do better by you, cause that's what you deserve. you sacrifice, so much of your whole life, in order for this to work. while i'm off chasing my dreams, sailing around the world. please know that i'm yours to keep, my beautiful girl.

there's always that one point in your life where you just can't seem to think straight. every single thing seems to bother you and everything seems wrong. you tend to go literally crazy thinking about things that don't even concern you. and though life isn't always the way you planned it, the alternative way is usually the better ones. i mean, you may want to love that person, but when you let go, sometimes things will just get better. i'm tired of waiting. just let me know when you're ready. this week has been rather tiring. rehearsals after rehearsals, homework after homework. and day after day, i get weaker and weaker. in class, i always think of the weekends. and during weekends, i wish for it to be longer. oh gosh. how time flies. yet i'm not having fun. soon, it'll be the last week of the term and will start on the new term and then exams and then sec four. got this feeling of anxiety as well as fear to face the sec four life .

i love today. i love yesterday. i love monday. i love teachers' day rehearsals. i love you. i love my bass. i got nothing to do and i am bored. therefore, i wrote a blog post. school has been okay for the past two/three days. and it's been two weeks, exactly half a month(15th day) of fasting. i still am alive, and feeling great. sometimes, you feel like giving up in life. but there's always a moment when you found motivation and kept you going. i don't how, when or what is your motivation but i think that i need some right now. it's as though i'm in a maze without any exit. i have no idea. i shall be a happy person from today onwards. i was so happy today and i don't even know why. and i like it when i see others smile with me or back at me. yeah, so life's good from a different perspective. i don't know about you, but i think you got to start smiling. because when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while. and my eyes are sooooo gonna ...

the plan was simple. go to baybeats with Sijia, watch David Choi perform, and go home. but it turned out even more awesome. we met Trishia and Fayyad along the way. then i decided to stay outside longer. so i decided to walk around in town. walked to Far East first, then went to 313. after which we walked all the way down to the corner of Orchard Road to TAB. waited like some idiot for about fifteen minutes for no apparent reason. and finally went in. i thought i'd leave halfway or head straight home after the performance. instead, i chased him around TAB like the others did just to get my CD autographed and snapped a photo with him. and he was like staring at my shirt for seconds, trying to make out what it said. then when he read it, he gave a smile and thumbs up. i melted. OMG. conclusion; yesterday was the best Saturday ever spent possibly in my entire life. well, let's pretty much say i have very little homework left. and i'm going to watch LIKE A BAND and ACTDEUX pe...

for the past few days, i've been really drained. the lack of sleep and sometimes insomnia kills me! but i finally got my full-length sleep yesterday. i slept at 8.30pm. Omg. But the feeling's indescribable. And yes, i haven't slept since i woke up at 5am. Band's starting soon anyway. This week have been rather short. But there's way more than many assignments to complete. AND THIS WEEKEND IS SO HAPPENING. I guess i won't be doing much homework then. ;D Baybeats anyone? listen to your heart. follow your senses. do what's right. for two wrongs, don't make a right. i really(x5) like you. and i want you, to be happy.

fuck what i said, it don't mean shit now. fuck all the presents, might as well throw 'em out. fuck all those kisses, it didn't mean Jack. fuck you, you all. i don't want you back.

A NEUTRON WALKS INTO A BAR AND ORDERED A BEER. WHEN ASKED FOR THE BILL, THE BARTENDER SAID, "FOR YOU, NO CHARGE!" - BIG BANG THEORY I WANNA GO WATCH DAVID CHOI SO BADLY! ANYONE KIND ENOUGH TO ACCOMPANY ME? PRETTY PLEASE. :D maybe, just maybe, you're the reason i became so strong. but for sure you're the reason i can't sleep. aren't you tired? you've been running through my mind all day! no, no. this is not called emotional. but if it is, then it is all your fault for not making me happy. what would you wish for, if you had one chance? i'd wish for you and i to become us .