Today's decision was sudden. On the way home frm skool, Feroz asked to go cycling. Then,Farhan and i agreed. We then planned wat time and where to meet. Each of us reached home then we chat for a while. In the end, Farhan's mother don't let him go cycling with us. But that did not stop us, me and Feroz still went cycling. At 3.30 pm, i reached Feroz's house and we went down to cycle around the stadium. We parked and locked our bicycles and went into the stadium. We did some excersice but most of them are playing. Aft we had enough fun, we continued on cycling and saw Feroz's friend. He was playing soccer with 2 of his other frens. We joined in and soon we played a match against these primry 5 kids. We were so tired but it was so fun that we forgot all abt it. I soon felt really tired and told Feroz that we finished the match. We scored the last goal and went home.That was one story i would like to keep...
No hugs today. I sent her home with no goodbye hugs. It was meant to be a norm. I don't know what her reason was but it didn't really matter. Although through that, i am starting to suspect something amiss. The topic of the incident (previous post) was brought up again in BK while we were having late dinner. Things she said that i realised: 1) it was my fault to have kept things from her 2) it was my fault that things are worse off now than before 3) it's as though she wants me out I don't know what to infer. I mean as best as i could, i would do everything right and treat her right. But of course, i'm only human that makes mistakes like texting a girl behind her back and still keeps her secrets (what a douche!). I'm sad. I'm utterly disappointed in myself that i wasn't telling her every single thing there could be said. Oh i was damn wrong on that. In recent times, she keeps mentioning names of people who're far better looking than me in schoo...
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