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Not Meant To be.

I may have failed but i have loved you from the start.

Today was rather boring. Saturday is rather complicated. Sunday is the worst. Monday was rather nothing.

If you're sorry, come back to me.

Already expected it to happen. I was a wrong choice. I've made the wrong choice. But you just seem so into it. I wonder why. Little spaces in my mind filled with questions never heard before. Guess it's too late ain't it. If i would grant a wish, it would be you. I thought that things weren't going to be like this. I thought it would be more perfect. And now, i guess this is how you want things to happen. I'm not blaming you. I was just broken into millions. But i was prepared for it. So, i stayed on and move with things. I have learned that all that glitter is not gold. You may look perfect but there's a hidden meaning in you. For the record, i would choose not to give up but you wouldn't allow me to. Coz' everything i do and say isn't just perfect for you. I know what you mean when you talk all over me about him. So, since it's all over, i guess it's better that i let you go. If i love you, i shall let you go. Be happy.

If you love me, won't you let me know.

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