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15072010.

every time i look at you,
i get a shot right through
into a bolt of blue.
every time i see you falling,
i get down on my knees and pray.

twenty-fours hours to sixteenth of July.

should i really stop all this nonsense?

there are choices we make in life, either good or bad, that we still have to live with.

we don't choose to be in this world, but we are.

we don't choose to be in love, but we will.

we don't choose what our lives turn out to be, but we live. do i sound emo? i'm not emo la.

i'm emo wannabe. i'm not emo. emo are for gays. therefore, i'm not emo because i'm not gay.

anyways, this week have been a long week and i must say, it's super tiring. remedial after remedial and practice after practice. doesn't it sound familiar?

well, at least this last until the end of next week. then it will get more intense. and more fun for me!

thank God it's the four day of the week already. i always look forward to Friday because i know the weekends are here. and Fridays are the best. simply because the day is short.

help me, baby. i'm stuck between two.
infatuation.crush.love.

baby, i think you're cool. you're cute, sweet and simple. i think i like you.

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