all in the life, me

there's not a day that goes by without thinking of you. thinking of you makes me smile and all of the memories we had together just seems endless and truly happy. but now when i think of you, all that i get is remorse. just so you know, you were always on my mind.

don't be an idiot for not talking to her. be an idiot for talking to her too much. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4

by default, it was my fault. yes i agree that i stopped talking to you. no i'm not gonna cook up some sane explaination for that. i for some reason just didn't want to talk to you that fateful monday. we were getting close and comfortable. maybe too comfortable after only a month or even few weeks of friendship. but somehow i felt special with you. i felt different. like as though you were already a part of me. ya ya as cliche as it sounds but i can honestly say that was how i really felt. you were always there when i looked for you. and you made me feel very different than myself when i'm around you. sorry. it was my fault. and now all i can feel everyday is regret. yes i miss you alot. you have no idea how much i miss you. i even dreamt of you in the theatre during that night. i dreamt that you fell asleep in my arms. but i woke up realising it was just my wish. my wish to have you back. i woke up that following day missing you so much that i almost teared. but i didn&#