all in the life, me

just as i thought i was care-free, with no problems, i was reminded of you and the tiniest part of my heart fell apart.

sometimes, you need to understand that you just have to take some time off to thoroughly think about things that has happened in your life and things that haven't occur yet. maybe it's now time for me to reorganize my life since it's a crucial year for me and it has already been the fourth week of new year, 2011. i shall start afresh. maybe i'm tired of chasing you already. maybe i should let you go. i believe you won't no longer need me in your life. i was happy you were part of my life and that shall remain as happy memories. but that's that. nothing more. you bring happiness, as well as misery. so i should start becoming less attached to you as before. done. friends; i don't know what to say. i feel like i'm drifting apart from everyone. yes, they're there in front of my eyes but i usually feel that they're not fully there with their heart and soul. well, most of them have changed. some have become more mature, some have just turned worst hool

alright. this blog is collecting dust. time to blow it away. seconday four definitely has been hectic. i can hardly find time for leisure and really rest or relax. it's all work, work, study, study, revise, revise. well, ultimately we're all working for a very good result. but it's getting on my nerves already. i've been drained out of energy everyday. remedials, supplementary and CCA the whole week, everyday after school. haven't been eating properly also. and haven't had a good apetite lately. my mum's worried. heh. i have no idea what's happening to me. perhaps it's just fatigue. and now that's i've found time, which is very rare and not everyday, i thought it'd be good to update. so i guess i'll not be updating quite often. maybe once a month? or if i do, it'll be short ones. i am definitely sleep deprived. but this week has been rather kind so far. not as much work to do, but it also means i've need to do more revision. o

it was like deja vu all over again. reached Raffles Place at 6.45pm and walked through MBS, to Esplanade to Marina Square. ate MacD's and met the rest at around 9pm. walked back to MBS slowly in the crowded place with our packed MacD's. reached MBS at around 10pm. slot in an empty slot near one of the entrance and waited for the show to start. while waiting, we got into a little trouble with one person. k, inside joke. it was an 8 minutes display of gunpowders and wonderful technicolor. it was normal but really beautiful. after it ended, we exited to the other side and 'lepak' our asses. blasted music, and had a mini 'street party' of our own. really funny and fun. wild and crazy. awesome. 'till about 3.45am, we went to look for a bus called NR1. it took eternity for it to come so we decided to flag down a cab. unfortunately, no cab was available at that point of time. now this is where it began. so we walked all the way to the end of MBS, trying to think th