all in the life, me

twenty twelve has been harsh since its beginning but things are much better now considering the life i'm living. i must say it didn't went the way i envisioned it. i was expecting of a much gloom and blunt end to the year but then i met a girl. i met a girl during an outing celebrating our religious victory of fasting for a month called Hari Raya Puasa. it was quite magical i must say because it was only through that outing i noticed her. in fact, it was the first time i laid my eyes on her and i was quite mesmerized. months ago i was still heart broken over some dyed-hair, cute smiling and short Chinese girl just because i hadn't been talking to her. well, that was quite a dumb thing actually think about it. that was the past. what matters most now is the present and future. not hoping too much but it is true that any of us reading this post is not getting any younger by the second and i guess it is imperative for us to think of our own future. i would very much like to f