it really hurts to see the person whom you once were close with, to be close with another person. that sense of jealousy you get and that feeling of hurt just makes you go crazy. but at the end of the day you can only stand from afar and watch how they progress into a successful relationship without you. it sucks. it just sucks being the bystander. as much as you want to rewind time, it is impossible.
i remember when i lost my mind, there was something so pleasant about that place.