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i have something to ask. what do you call something that you want but can't have?

k news flash. i have a room. jyeah. big achievement for me. you see, living in a big family makes this house of mine damn small and squeezy. so after my aunt move out, my two bros got a room each, leaving me outside. so after my grandparents move out to stay with my aunt so that they can look after my aunt's newborns and my new cousins, i moved in because my grandparents would be there for an unknown period of time and it would definitely be very long. and jyeah, they're twins. one boy, one girl. haha. how fortunate.

so anyways, for the whole weekend i've been ransacking the room and moving in my stuff. it took two days to clear half the junk found in the room. at least i can sleep on queen size now. hahaha! i haven't touched my physics at all! omg. what's wrong with me.

as a matter of fact, i haven't touch any books at all ever since the start of exam. not something to be proud of but it's fact. to be honest, i am quite proud of it. haha. it's just the MYE. i know it's the wrong mindset but whatever for waste energy on something that's not gonna determine your real future into poly. k sorry don't be influenced by me.

what's more interesting is that my life is just sucky. k i shall try to catch up on my sleep. dude that's totally not gonna happen.

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