worse, worst. yesterday oral. it was okay like normal only that i became a little nervous. the EL oral was better than the MT oral. MT oral is so like shit. i think EL is better. how i wish if this world has no MT language hence, we do not need to learn MT. but we could not change it. i hope to get good grades for this particular examination. i try to get at least 16 - 17. but this is only the first part of the whole exam. there is still the listening comprehension, paper 1 & 2. so, no need to worry so much for it. at least this is the SA1 only. there is still prelim and PSLE. wonder if i can skip primary school and jump to secondary. but we have to go through all this if not we would not learn anything. it was a relief when everything was over. i really threw off a huge burden on my shoulders. i heaved a very big sigh while walking out of the hall. my heart was beating like 100 beats per minute. it was an experience to remember.
Wow. Five years since my last post. Well, a whole lot has changed in five years. I never knew what dreams are made of and i never knew what it was like to achieve your dreams. Through hard work and pure grit and determination, you can achieve your dream. There will be times where you think your goal is just out of reach or it will take you a longer time than originally hoped for but trust yourself to make small leaps of faith and many unimaginable things can be achieved. As a Muslim, i believe Allah is the best of planners and alhamdulillah, He is the best of planners. There were times i doubted myself about my life and what i wanted to do because the journey to achieve my dreams is taking longer than i had imagined. Five years ago i was still in the National Service serving in the Singapore Armed Forces (SAF) as a Third Sergeant taking NSmen for Individual Physical Proficiency Test (IPPT) and conducting Remedial Training (RT) as well as IPPT Preparatory Training (IPT). In 2014, i had ...
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