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baby, please don't go

alright. this blog is collecting dust. time to blow it away.

seconday four definitely has been hectic. i can hardly find time for leisure and really rest or relax. it's all work, work, study, study, revise, revise. well, ultimately we're all working for a very good result. but it's getting on my nerves already. i've been drained out of energy everyday. remedials, supplementary and CCA the whole week, everyday after school. haven't been eating properly also. and haven't had a good apetite lately. my mum's worried. heh. i have no idea what's happening to me. perhaps it's just fatigue.

and now that's i've found time, which is very rare and not everyday, i thought it'd be good to update. so i guess i'll not be updating quite often. maybe once a month? or if i do, it'll be short ones. i am definitely sleep deprived. but this week has been rather kind so far. not as much work to do, but it also means i've need to do more revision. oh damn. i'm just too lazy.

amidst this hectic schedule and busy life of a secondary four student, i found it hard to cope with anything else besides studies. i usually feel worn-out, moodless, gloomy and sometimes just miserable. i push everyone aside, but i take everyone in the next day. i feel like i'm having menopause already. oh damn. but honestly, i feel very, very, extremely left out. k, i shan't elaborate.

time for me to grab some shut-eye.

k bye.

shit happens, but life has to go on.

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