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Ramadhan 2013.

Hi readers of this mundane blog. It has been awhile.

It's 96 days to A levels (according to my countdown, the school's countdown is useless) and 43 days to Prelim 2. It goes without saying that the amount of effort i have to put in from now onwards shall be via the multiplier effect. After Prelim 2 is just nothing but books. I must make this a good investment in order to have a peaceful mind 1 week after the end of As - as according to what Cikgu Fuad said yesterday during PTM - so that i don't have to worry about my results. It's a scary thing this A levels. It might make or break good things. But thus far, it has been making my life more enjoyable. It is because even with hardship faced during my study in school i always have that one person to brighten up my day instantaneously. I know recently we've been arguing a lot but it will never separate us - nothing will. She's been the joy of my life ever since she appeared. And i have loved her every bit. I will continue to do so for the rest of my life. I know things have been hard but i hope after As i can make it up to you for all the lost times. But for now, it's nothing but studies. I'm sorry for being such an arse the past recent weeks and i will try my very best not to annoy the crap out of you. I really really wish for you to study very hard and put all your other problems aside for now so that you can improve. I want all of us to succeed. I want to go to prom with you. ;)

Besides that, Ramadhan was a blissful time with her by my side. It was rather easy to go through Ramadhan this year than every other year, it seems. Today marks the first time we ever went to Geylang bazaar together. I have never ever done that and i totally enjoyed myself there. I love the bazaar atmosphere. And even more so with her holding my hand. It just feels so right. I've never felt like this before. And i want to feel like this forever. Soon it's going to be Syawal but there shall be not much of a celebration this year. I don't to either. Just not in the mood much. Because of As.

Ohwell. Whatever we do from now determines where we go in the future so might as well make full use of it. There's still time, don't worry.

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