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Thoughtful Thursday.

you know, being a man isn't always good. you have to chase the girl, attract her, ask her and treat her good. you basically have to do everything. but the girl on the other hand, just say 'yes' or 'no', boss the guys around and if they're aren't happy, the guy will have the saddest part of his lifetime. after that, we will all learn to move on. sometimes, the girl will realize her mistake and try to get together again. but she often realized it too late. then they go their separate ways and never meet again.

being a leader isn't that great either. you have to lead well, set example for others to follow and technically know almost everything. above all that, you have a big, huge, ginormous, humongous responsibility. everyone will come looking for you for answers. sometimes, you will get punished and blamed for the wrong thing or even worse, the thing that you didn't do!

i know life is tough. it was never made easy. God gave us challenges to overcome for us to grow. and He gave us brains to use. we take many things for granted. we always expect someone or something to happen and help us out of the blue. nevertheless, we all grow up matured.

this week was heaven! i must say, it had been the slackest and greatest week by far. not much homework everyday, even for the long weekend! marvelous. today was simply the best. played soccer to the max, after a few weeks not playing. finally relieved myself! yesterday was not that fun. more tiring that fun. it was an extremely long day. tuesday was rather light. ASSIDUOUS auditioned for the Teachers' Day Concert. hope all is well and hope we get through. uber eggcited! monday was oral. it didn't went well, i must say. i screwed up big time! i didn't explain much, didn't elaborate, didn't develop my points. i basically gave one-lined answers to the examiner, Mdm Nora. it's super informal. i seem to treat the exam as if she's not there and as if we're having a chit-chat. so, from then on i knew it was messed up.

oh, and yes! tomorrow is Friday. i'm starry-eyed. going to have a super looooong weekend!

i once liked you.
it's the truth i'm telling now.
but once you told me all of him.
it was history without a sound.
i shattered right in front of you.
you didn't realize how i felt.
all i hear are angels crying.
to think that i'm sucha a fool.
prolly you weren't the one.
but you look kind of cute.
you're one in a million under the sun.
and i think i've learnt to sit, stay put.
it's okay now.
it's all over.
i'm glad we're good friends.
for i don't know what to do,
if you're not here.

STILL STUCK BETWEEN ETHNIC COSTUME OR CASUAL SMART OR BOTH?!?!?!?!

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