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i'm getting pissed by the moment now.

PHEW! now i'm officially exam-free. though i know i won't do well AT ALL. i mean, i didn't really sat down and study despite ample time given. gah. don't blame me, i was too busy! with sleep and soccer that is. :O

back to earth. now that exams are over, i can have my normal life back! yay-ness.

and that means: band, soccer, eat, sleep. *repeat process till satisfied*

i need to catch up with my friends and the outside world, as soon as possible.

i've been down with flu for the past few days but it seems that i'm getting better already, not that anyone cares. surprisingly, soccer and swimming were the cure to that flu. ain't that a bitch.

talking about no one cares, i feel like my life is invisible. as though no one actually notice me, or appreciate my existence. and that's super annoying. it gets on my nerves more than it makes me sad. this feeling, one word: fuck-you-bitch.

yeah, i don't know what's happening to my life right now. it's like it was only yesterday i finished PSLE examinations and before i knew it, next year i'm seconday four! zomg, that's super fast. i must had alot of fun during my years in secondary school coz they say, time flies when you're having fun! k, lame.

then now i'm in this mid-life crisis trying to figure out my future i hold in my hands with my study results when i don't even study for EOY! damn, life's a bitch. i just wish i could slow down the clock or rewind. oh, that's wishful thinking.

well, shit happens and life has to go on.

i actually appreciate how my life is right now. i mean, i have a cute girlfriend, a wonderful family and awesome friends. what more do i have to ask for?

talking about friends, really had lots of fun today with the guys to 'celebrate' post-exam. we played like four solid hours of Internet gaming, ALMOST watched a movie but we decided that was too much of a gay activity. in the end, they came over to my house and played their lungs out on the PS3. we still have a pool date though.

tomorrow is another round of going round town to look for shoes. be it sports shoes or fashion shoes, i don't really care. i want to enjoy myself. anyone want to teman/accompany/pei me? not like anyone cares.

yesterday, went over to Stephen's condominium to play soccer and unexpectedly went for a dip in the pool also. note to self: never go into the pool after exercise. reason: it cause cramps. yeah, that's what happened to me. all the tired muscles got cramped the moment i dipped into the pool. thus, i have no mood to swim or do anything else. besides, i was thinking too much about someone. argh. nevertheless, i thoroughly enjoyed my Wednesday afternoon!

anyways, have you ever felt so irritated by your parents or siblings sometimes, that you might wanna stab them through the heart? yeah, i'm feeling that now. so frustrated. you came home late with dinner and your dad's waiting and he's late for work coz he's waiting for his food. i mean, the queue it fucking long and the waiting time was like fucking forever. next time go cook your own food then! ccb.

omg time check: 12.39AM

wow. it's Friday. last day of the week. awesome much? i love exam period. it feels too short to be true. ya right... the results shall say it all!

k, i think i'm too sleepy and super tired to think of anything else to write. or rather i can't stop thinking of you. freak. show. dammit. \fo shizzle/

well, shit happens and life has to go on.

k, bye. goonite.

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